PMM: A Double (Take)

by Kmama on May 23, 2013 · 2 comments

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It’s Thursday, which means it’s time for another Proud Mommy Moments!

For more info on what PMM is all about, see this post.

Please make sure that if you’re linking up, you’re actually linking a Proud or Not-So-Proud Mommy moment (using the permalink. Not sure what a permalink is? Just ask me). Links not related to PMM will be deleted and deleting links makes me feel bad. Please don’t make me feel bad.

This is the last Proud Mommy Moment for awhile. Emmy and I decided to take a summer break. Proud Mommy Moments will be back in the fall, so save all your proud and not-so-proud moments over the next few weeks and link up with us again in the fall.

A Proud and Not-So-Proud this week for you.

First, the proud. The boys had their opening day baseball games over the weekend. Jack had a rough time hitting during his first two at-bats, but the third time he was up he hit a clean double! I was so excited for him. And he was so excited for himself.

Nick also had a good game. He hit once without the tee, and once with the tee. He has improved so much over the past year. It was actually fun to watch him field the ball and throw it to the right base. I’m so proud of him for working so hard to learn the game.

And now, the not-so-proud. While we had friends over last weekend, Jack was picking on Nick. Nick told him several times to knock it off and Jdaddy commented that someday Nick was going to just haul off and clobber Jack. A few minutes later, both of the boys were in the living room with me and Nick said, “Daddy told me to hit Jack”, which was his interpretation of what he heard Jdaddy say. And then, without warning, he drew his arm back and slapped Jack right in the cheek. Hard. I gasped, Jack started crying, and Nick took one look at me and started to bawl. I sent him to his room, checked to make sure Jack was okay (he was…just more shocked than anything), and then went to talk to Nick who was hysterical by that point. I explained to him that no matter what, that wasn’t nice, and he understood. When we went downstairs, both boys apologized to one another, and life went on. So while the hitting was definitely a not-so-proud moment, I was proud that they both apologized and moved on without incident.

HOWEVER, does it make me a bad parent that I was just a teensy bit proud that Nick finally stood up for himself? I don’t condone hitting at all, but I’m glad he finally let Jack know that he’s not going to take his crap all the time.

Okay! Now it’s your turn. Type out your Proud, or maybe not-so-Proud Mommy Moment and link it up! Don’t forget to check out Emmy’s Proud Mommy Moment as well! One last thing, PMM isn’t just for mom’s…anyone can link up!



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A New Journey

by Kmama on May 22, 2013 · 19 comments

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We’re embarking on a new journey, and I’ve been rather tight-lipped about it because I was afraid of judgment that we might receive. After talking to Jdaddy about it, that’s about to change. He reminded me that my blog is my blog and that the underlining intent of it is to chronicle our lives so that someday, my boys can read it and hopefully learn about their upbringing, as well as both Jdaddy and me.

In addition to judgment from others, this is a touchy subject for me because I don’t want my children to someday read my blog and think that they were every anything but perfect in our minds. Because they are. Perfect. We couldn’t have been blessed with better children.

So what is this journey? It’s the very long journey of growth hormone therapy for Jack. I’ve shared before that Jack is very small for his age. He’s consistently been in the 5th to 10th percentile for both his height and weight for as long as I can remember. It’s never been as obvious as it is now. Most of his friends have gone through a growth spurt within the past year, but not Jack. At almost 9 years old, he’s 48.5 inches tall and 48 lbs. Compare that with Nick, who is just over 5 years old and measuring at 45 inches and 45 pounds, which is in the 50th to 75th percentile for his age.

In the back of my mind, I’d always wondered if Jack would be a candidate for growth hormone therapy, but I never did any research on it. All I knew was that it was a long-term therapy, very expensive ($10,000 to $30,000 per year!), and hard to get approved through insurance. At Jack’s 8 year check-up, about 9 months ago, his pediatrician remarked on his size and suggested that we see a Pediatric Endocrinologist to have him evaluated. Our first visit with Dr. J was in November of 2012. At that time, Dr. J ordered some blood work, a bone age x-ray of Jack’s wrist, and scheduled Jack for a growth hormone stimulation test (stim test) in January.

The stimulation test required Jack to spend half a day in the hospital. An IV was inserted and he was given a sleeping pill. A special medicine that triggers the pituitary gland to release growth hormone was injected via IV, and then his blood was taken every half hour during a four hour period. We got the results a few weeks later.

The bone age x-ray showed that Jack has delayed bone growth and the stim test showed that he had deficient growth hormone in his system. While he marginally passed the first half of the test, he definitely failed the second half. At the time that we received the results, we were told that he qualified for growth hormone therapy based on his test results and that we needed to schedule a follow-up meeting with Dr. J to discuss our options and to ask any questions that we had for him. That appointment was scheduled for April 19th.

Jdaddy, Jack, and I, armed with the research we had done as well as questions, met with Dr. J on the 19th. We went to the meeting, fully intent on leaving without having made a decision, especially since Jack was really unsure about wanting to subject himself to daily injections. However, once we had heard everything and the doctor left the room, Jack surprised us and said that he wanted to go ahead with the therapy. We questioned him a little bit, but he didn’t waiver. Therefore, once the nurse came into the room, we told her that we wanted to go ahead and get the process started.

The process was pretty hands off for us. The nurse coordinator sent all of Jack’s medical records to the pharmaceutical company, who then contacted both our insurance company and the specialty pharmacy that we must use. It took about 3 weeks to get everything approved, which I felt was pretty remarkable. The reason it’s typically hard to get growth hormone approved is because it’s so expensive.   We received a call from both the pharmaceutical company and the specialty pharmacy on the same day, letting us know that we would be receiving the medication in the mail. Once I received notice that everything was approved, I contacted our nurse coordinator and she made arrangements to come to our house to show us how to administer the injections. She came last night. Jack was very excited and wanted to learn to do everything. We all practiced on “fake skin” and then Jack received his first injection before the nurse left. He said it didn’t even hurt.

Right now, Jdaddy or I will administer the injections, but eventually, Jack will be able to do it himself. As I mentioned earlier, this is a long-term therapy. Each round is 4 months long. We will re-evaluate things after every round. It’s typical for children on growth hormone therapy to grow at least an inch during every round for the first year. Dr. J said that we would stop the therapy when Jack goes into puberty, to see how he does. If necessary, we can start the therapy back up once he’s gotten through puberty. The thing about growth hormone is that the injections don’t “stimulate” the pituitary gland to produce it. The injections are more of a supplement because Jack is deficient. If we decide to stop the therapy, he will likely fall back on growth once again.

As much as growth hormone deficiency (GHD) is about size, there are also other health implications for people who are GHD. Those include higher than normal rate of cardiovascular problems in adulthood, increased fat, decreased muscle tone, a higher risk of osteoporosis, psychosocial issues, and dental problems.

I haven’t focused much on the psychosocial aspect of GHD, but as Jack gets older, he’s become more aware of his size. Sometimes he has an “I don’t care” attitude, but other times he’s very cognizant that his size plays a factor in the sports that he plays as well as how other people treat him. Ultimately, the decision to initiate therapy was Jaddy’s and mine to make, but once we knew that Jack wanted to do this, I have to admit that I felt like we owed it to him to help him reach his height potential. The average height of a male in the United States is 5’9″. Projecting adult height is very difficult, as we learned when we asked Dr. J. He said his best guess, without therapy, would be at max, 5’7″. With therapy, he is likely to reach average height.

As of right now, I don’t plan on making Jack’s journey through growth hormone therapy a major focus of my blog, but there will be times when I update on his progress and how things are going in general.

In case you’re arriving here from an internet search, a great place for more information on GHD is The MAGIC Foundation.

 

This post linked with Things I Can’t Say for Pour Your Heart Out.

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Four Months

by Kmama on May 21, 2013 · 5 comments

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I seriously can’t believe that Luke is already four months old. The time is just flying by and before I know it, we’ll be celebrating his first birthday. *sniff*

The obligatory monthly picture. While I think he’s getting so big, people tell me that he’s still a little guy. I’m okay with that! He’s perfectly snuggable right now.

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Same monthly stickers that I hate. I suck.

Stats: 12 lbs 15 oz and 23 3/4 inches. His percentiles have fallen, but the doctor isn’t too concerned as he’s still growing.

Wearing: Size 1 diapers and 3 months/3-6 month clothes

Likes:

  • Being held/attention
  • Eating
  • Sitting upright or standing.  He loves to stand.
  • His thumb and his little bear blanket. He likes to hold the blanket and suck his thumb at the same time.
  • Baths
  • Being undressed.  This moved from a dislike to a like.  He enjoys diaper changes (for now).
  • The ERGO carrier.  I often get him to sleep in the carrier when he’s fussy.
  • Mama, Daddy, and his brothers

Dislikes:

  • Being ignored
  • Very loud noises. He startles easily and will SHRIEK if he’s scared.
  • When other people sneeze (makes him cry!)
  • His car seat, though he is doing better
  • Laying back (see above about always wanting to sit up or stand)
  • His reflux meds

Items of note:

We had his four month appointment this morning and the little guy got shots. Poor baby!

Luke’s become quite the “talker.” He coos, grunts, and sometimes even laughs. It’s so fun to interact with him. He’s still sleeping good and has started to scoot around his crib. Yesterday I found him completely turned around and at the opposite end of the crib from where I laid him down. He’s yet to scoot around the floor though (thank goodness!).

Twice in the past month, he’s woken up after sleeping for 12 hours and has had a dry diaper. I am just flabbergasted with that one. I hope it’s an indication that potty training might be easy this time around. Though, if he’s like his brothers, I can just go ahead and plan on a long, painful process.

Luke is definitely a full-fledged thumb sucker. I think he likes his right thumb more than his left, but he’ll still suck on his left from time to time.

Thus far, he’s been such an easy going, happy baby. It seems like he’s doing something new every day, and that is just so fun. He’s been such a wonderful addition to our family!

And one more picture because I couldn’t decide which was my favorite between the two.

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TYVM: 5/20/13

by Kmama on May 20, 2013 · 3 comments

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The Daily Dribbles

What’s TYVM (Thank You Very Much)? It’s my way of sarcastically thanking all the little things that have ticked me off. It serves as free therapy, and boy do I sometimes need some free therapy! TYVM used to be a weekly meme, however, I retired it awhile ago due to lack of participation. The button is still on my sidebar in case you’d like to play along. If so, please leave the link in the comments and I’ll be sure to come and visit.

Yesterday I took Luke’s 4 mont picture. No, I still haven’t ordered new monthly stickers. And yes, I still hate the ones I have. Therefore, Thank You Very Much to the horrible monthly stickers that I keep using. Luke drooled all over during the photo shoot and when I tried to remove the sticker (remember, they are paper), the colored part came off but the sticky part stayed on and just made a mess. Grr.

Thank You Very Much to the little league where the boys play baseball. Everything and I mean EVERYTHING has been messed up this season. The kids didn’t even get their uniforms until Friday night, when their first games were on Saturday. Needless to say, we’re very frustrated and disappointed.

To Mr. Kohls Cashier, Thank You Very Much for feeling the need to point out my sunburn. I’m well aware that “someone got a little sun” considering that someone is me and I can feel it. How ’bout next time you just ring up my purchases??

And finally, Thank You Very Much to whomever gave Luke his cold. And a further Thank You Very Much for me picking up that cold. Blah.

What/who do you want to Thank this week?

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PMM: My Boys

by Kmama on May 16, 2013 · 7 comments

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It’s Thursday, which means it’s time for another Proud Mommy Moments!

For more info on what PMM is all about, see this post.

Please make sure that if you’re linking up, you’re actually linking a Proud or Not-So-Proud Mommy moment (using the permalink. Not sure what a permalink is? Just ask me). Links not related to PMM will be deleted and deleting links makes me feel bad. Please don’t make me feel bad.

I have three to share this week. One for each boy.

First up, Jack. It’s testing time in gym class. The other day, his gym teacher went out of his way to tell other teachers that Jack ran a half mile in just over 3 minutes! He even lapped some of the other kids. He’s a quick one. I think we’re looking at a future cross country runner! He definitely has the body type for it.

Next up, Luke. We spent all weekend at a hockey tournament and this little guy was such a trooper. He was as pleasant as can be, hardly crying at all. He even fell asleep a few times in the ice rinks, where it was beyond loud. Not only was he great during the games, but he also slept great (as usual). He slept all night both nights, and even slept over 12 hours Saturday night. That’s my boy!

And finally, Nick. Man do I love this kid, even if he gives me quite a few not-so-proud moments. He’s always making me laugh. Yesterday, when I picked him up from daycare, I noticed his behavior card was on blue, which is second to the worst (red). I asked him why he was on blue and he said, “Because I talked during carpet time.” When I asked him why he talked during carpet time, he told me, “Because we forget the rules when Miss Rachelle isn’t in the room.” His lead daycare teacher tells the kids all the time that they act like they forget the rules when she’s not in the room, because they act up for all the other teachers. Nick…he’s a listener. He might not be a rule follower, but he can tell you exactly what he’s supposed to be doing.

Okay! Now it’s your turn. Type out your Proud, or maybe not-so-Proud Mommy Moment and link it up! Don’t forget to check out Emmy’s Proud Mommy Moment as well! One last thing, PMM isn’t just for mom’s…anyone can link up!



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TYVM: 5/13/13

by Kmama on May 13, 2013 · 6 comments

in Thank You Very Much

The Daily Dribbles

What’s TYVM (Thank You Very Much)? It’s my way of sarcastically thanking all the little things that have ticked me off. It serves as free therapy, and boy do I sometimes need some free therapy! TYVM used to be a weekly meme, however, I retired it awhile ago due to lack of participation. The button is still on my sidebar in case you’d like to play along. If so, please leave the link in the comments and I’ll be sure to come and visit.

To myself, Thank You Very Much for dumping an entire 6 ounces of pumped milk. As if losing pumped milk wasn’t enough to make me cry, the fact that I dumped it all over the family room end table and carpet sure was.

Thank You Very Much to the person that screwed up and put our hockey team in a division where we couldn’t even compete at this past weekend’s tournament. Our poor kids didn’t have a chance against any of teams. At least the pool at the hotel helped to make the weekend fun.

To Murphy, who shredded his brand new crate mat the day after I bought it, Thank You Very Much. I hate making you lay directly on the plastic tray in your crate, but because you can’t seem to leave it alone and eat it and then get sick, you leave me no choice. Dumb dog.

And finally, Thank You Very Much to Mother Nature for the *awesome* weather on Mother’s Day. Wind, cold, rain, sleet, hail and even snow??? Thanks.

What/who do you want to Thank this week?

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PMM: Who’s the Boss?

by Kmama on May 9, 2013 · 7 comments

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It’s Thursday, which means it’s time for another Proud Mommy Moments!

For more info on what PMM is all about, see this post.

Please make sure that if you’re linking up, you’re actually linking a Proud or Not-So-Proud Mommy moment (using the permalink. Not sure what a permalink is? Just ask me). Links not related to PMM will be deleted and deleting links makes me feel bad. Please don’t make me feel bad.

Nick’s having a grand old time asserting his independence lately. He used to be a completely “go with the flow” type kid, and for the most part, he’s still laid back (especially in comparison to Jack), however, he has recently decided that he wants some control over his life.

Last week, as we were getting ready to leave the house to go to one of Jack’s hockey games, I told him he needed to wear his fleece jacket (which, by the way, he pronounces “fuh-leece”, much like “police”). He wasn’t having it. He wanted to wear his hoodie sweatshirt instead. Some of the ice rinks can be REALLY cold, so I was standing my ground. After a near tantrum, I realized this wasn’t the hill I wanted to die on, so I gave in. However, before allowing him to wear his hoodie, I asked him if he knew who was the boss. HE replied, “Well, you are!”. Alright then. Just so we’re all clear.

A few minutes later, after we were all in the car, I asked my mother-in-law where she wanted to stop and get dinner. Nick piped up, “McDonalds!” I told him (and I swear I said this nicely), “Nick, I didn’t ask you where you wanted to eat. You’ll eat what I tell you that you’ll eat.” My mother in law ended up saying she didn’t care and that McDonald’s was fine, so then I asked Nick what he wanted to eat. Without missing a beat, he responded with, “I’ll eat whatever you tell me I’m going to eat.” Of course what I meant was what did he want from McDonalds. I almost died.

So today I’m tooting my Proud Mommy horn that not only does my kid know who’s boss (me!), but he also sometimes listens and is smart enough to figure out the right thing to say at the right time. He’s going to be a good husband some day.

Okay! Now it’s your turn. Type out your Proud, or maybe not-so-Proud Mommy Moment and link it up! Don’t forget to check out Emmy’s Proud Mommy Moment as well! One last thing, PMM isn’t just for mom’s…anyone can link up!



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TYVM: 5/6/13

by Kmama on May 6, 2013 · 2 comments

in Thank You Very Much

The Daily Dribbles

What’s TYVM (Thank You Very Much)? It’s my way of sarcastically thanking all the little things that have ticked me off. It serves as free therapy, and boy do I sometimes need some free therapy! TYVM used to be a weekly meme, however, I retired it awhile ago due to lack of participation. The button is still on my sidebar in case you’d like to play along. If so, please leave the link in the comments and I’ll be sure to come and visit.

To Luke, Thank You Very Much for having a major diaper blow out as soon as we reached the ice rink. I so enjoy having to clean you up in a public restroom. Oh, and so much for that cute outfit I had you in.

Thank You Very Much to myself for not making sure that there was a properly fitting change of clothes and a plastic bag for messy clothes in Luke’s diaper bag. Apparently I forgot that he is growing. Said diaper blow out reminded me. Thank goodness nobody judges a baby for what they’re wearing (instead, they just judge the mom. :-/ )

To the fact that there just aren’t enough hours in the day to get everything done, Thank You Very Much. I just cannot keep up with the pace of life lately, let alone get ahead.

And finally, Thank You Very Much for that awkward stage that occurs when you’re in between sizes. I’m still 12 pounds away from my pre-pregnancy weight so the clothes I was wearing right before I got pregnant don’t fit quite right, yet my “big” clothes are too big. My work clothes fit me better, but my casual clothes don’t look so great. Therefore, on the weekends, I try on about 10 things before I finally decide on something. It’s pretty frustrating.

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It’s Thursday, which means it’s time for another Proud Mommy Moments!

For more info on what PMM is all about, see this post.

Please make sure that if you’re linking up, you’re actually linking a Proud or Not-So-Proud Mommy moment (using the permalink. Not sure what a permalink is? Just ask me). Links not related to PMM will be deleted and deleting links makes me feel bad. Please don’t make me feel bad.

Jack’s officially been playing travel hockey for a year now. The step up from cross-ice to travel hockey was a big one. Instead of playing on just a portion of the ice, the kids had to play on full ice. Plus they had to learn how to play their position. Needless to say, the first twenty few games were rough. While Jack used to score on a regular basis while playing cross ice, he hadn’t scored in a game since he moved up to travel. Before every game, he’d tell us that he might score. Then, after every game, he’d tell me that he “almost scored.” EVERY GAME. Well, he no longer has to tell me that he almost scored. Over the weekend, he scored a very nice goal. Of course I wasn’t there. However, no worries. He gave me the play by play on how the goal occurred at least four times that day and several times since. He was so excited, and the truth is, I’m pretty excited for him too.

Nick had a pretty big week too. On Friday, I noticed that his bottom two teeth had a little gap in between them. They’ve never had a gap before. Instead of checking it out, I forgot about it. But then on Sunday, I noticed it again, so I asked him to open his mouth for him. I checked it out, and sure enough, he has a loose tooth. When I told him that it was loose, his said, “I can’t believe it!” It was the cutest thing ever. I can’t believe he’s going to be losing teeth now. He was the baby for five years, and it’s hard to think of him as being big enough to be losing teeth already.

Okay! Now it’s your turn. Type out your Proud, or maybe not-so-Proud Mommy Moment and link it up! Don’t forget to check out Emmy’s Proud Mommy Moment as well! One last thing, PMM isn’t just for mom’s…anyone can link up!



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Because…

by Kmama on May 1, 2013 · 6 comments

in Wordful Wednesday

Because sometimes a thumb just isn’t enough.

Fist

 

A slightly less wordy Wordful Wednesday linked with Dude Mom.

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